*these are 20 things i want to say to random people but can't. got it from sam. try it, serves as an outlet. i actually felt lighter after writing this blog. enjoy*
1. you are very important to me. i wouldn't be in this world if it wrnt for you. you are my bestfriend and the one person whom i know i could run to whenever and whatever the circumstance may be. when i am in pain, physically or emotionally..you are the first person i think of and want to go to and get a hug from. i'll always be your little girl. i love you.
2. you are the first man in my life. we do not get and understand each other often but i'm used to it. haha. it's the way we are. i think i am the girl version of you that's why we clash. see, im growing up already, i understand you. you are perfect in my eyes but sometimes you hurt me and make me feel like i cannot do things on my own. don't be scared and don't worry too much, i'll always be your little girl. i love you.
3. you don't know me and actually i don't want you to know me. i envy and at the same time pity you also. he does not want to admit it, but i know how it is. im sorry for my mistakes and my weakness. i can't wait till you land and see what happens. im not mad at you and i dont have anything against you. so wherever you are, take care.
4. i miss you. you say those words very often that it lost its meaning. i don't know if you mean it everytime you say it, but i want you to know that everytime you say those words..i still feel something. there was never anything, but hay you know what i mean. i know your'e not yet over her and i think that's why nothing ever happend. it's ok. i knew you couldn't break the cycle. but im still hoping. pathetic i know. i miss you.
5. hi , we are very close but sometimes you make me feel alone even if were together. i don't know if you do it on purpose or what. im afraid of what you say to other people about me.. well i don't care actually, all i know is that i am ur friend and i never thought bad of you. but of course sometimes you piss me off. as in major piss off. be yourself and be original. being a copycat is a no no. please. haha sorry. see you around.
6. hey you. i miss you!! i miss drinking and laughing my head off with you. everytime i see your recent pictures, i can't help but be jealous and be reminded of our days together. haha. you influence me in a lot of ways you can't imagine. thank you for being there and still being the friend who gets me and my weirdeness and emo-ness even if we don't see each other anymore. let's go out ok? miss you love you.
7. you've been texting me again lately and i have not been replying. im sorry. until now some of our friends can't get over "us". well again, there was never really anything but u know, with the situation before and ya all those shit. i liked you. A LOT. but not anymore obviously. haha. but we're friends, you know that. im glad you have not changed a bit. see you.
8. i miss you. ur so far away. i miss the way you made me kulit and asar and sakit. yes you always get "pisikal" with me. but its fine, i know thta's your way of making me lambing and showing me you care. i have updates for you, i hope i catch you so we can talk. you are still one of my closest guy friends ever. i miss you. take care.
9. i hate you. you are beautiful and smart but sometimes.. well actually most of the time you say too much and its irritating. stop being a know it all. i don't hate you pala, you just irritate me sobra. haha see you tom.
10. you know i love you. we've been waiting together and hoping everything would be better for us. we've also been friends for a long time and i know you think that what you say is always ok and fine. but sometimes you do hurt my feelings, and others' too. just be careful ok? and i love our "dramahan" talks. haha mwah.
11. a lot of people in school know us together, together meaning wherever i go, you should be there too. haha they get shocked when im not with you. and lately we have not been seen together. i miss you so much. i miss our talks, walks,chikas and everything else. i can see that ur doing ok with everything naman. im happy and proud of you. let's catch up ok? love you.
12. im sorry. i would like to think that i gave you a chance but come to think of it, i didn't. thats why im sorry. out of all the guys, you were the one whom i knew won't hurt me and actually love me. the only problem is haha i can't say it until now. friends. that's it ok? thank you though for everything. you deserve someone who can love you too. i'll always be here don't worry. thanks.
13. you are like my little sister (only a little wilder. haha). i love our talks and laughtrip moments. you are one of the few persons whom i get to talk with and actually make sense with. we also both need to move on right? haha. let's both hope that someone comes along and that "they" would stop making us miserable. hehe love yew.
14. im worried and afraid for you. at first i thought that it would be just a face for you, but hanggang ngayon. please set ur priorities right. im worried. we're all worried for you. if you need aything you know im here. i miss you though. see you in school.
15. i had to edit this. i just have to say thank you for being there for me always. you make me kilig with ur words and the things we say to each other. haha i know weird. im happy ur happy. i miss our talks and just being ALONE FOREVER. i think its a good idea for me though, to stay and be alone. haha everything seems more complicated when i, you know. you will forever be my favorite. love you mwah.
16. hey you. we talk almost everyday which is why its hard to include you here. you know everything already. i just want to thank you for being a good friend to me, almost like a sister. thank you and yes, friends forever. i love you.
17. you are my first and forever will be my crush. haha. i hope we get a chance to get to know each other. you make me laugh and smile, ur the cutest. haha see you in school.
18. you are a part of my family already. they love you and you know i do to. it's just sometimes im still scared of what you'll say to me. about my mistakes and the things i do and decide on. but that's you, ur are my long lost older sister. haha behave ok? stop being a naughty little girl. haha i love you.
19. it's been ages since ive seen you girls. we grew up together, made mistakes together and matured together. you all are part of who i am now. i hope we see each other, we will. i'll text you girls. i miss all of you very much. hope everyone's doing good. love you girls.
20. i made you last. i have a lot to say to you. only my closest friends know who you are and i know you won't actually be able to read this. im scared of you and what you can do to me. i wanted you to say a lot of things to me but you didn't. you actually said nothing which made me cry, think that you don't care and made me make a decision. you say that you are aware that ur being unfair to me yet you do nothing to make anything right. im not asking you to do anything, i just want you to talk to me tell me what you want and we'll figure it out togther. it's been a day and im going gaga. i miss you so bad yet ikaw natiis mo nnman ako. i cant form words anymore. im sorry. i still don't know how i feel about you. you know ur the only one who can make everything better. for now, bye sexy.
*by the way, i am tagging people. lets all be emo together!!!!! haha xoxo*
 | solid idea ah :) miss you woman |
 | hay... san kaya ako dito? hassle naman! hahaha |
 | wow! this is awesome :) kailangan ba 20? dami naman. hahaha aww now i wanna give u a big hug. |
| hannah911 wrote on Aug 21, '07, edited on Aug 21, '07  i know im not to say this, but ur in ths blog somewhere. ahahahahaha  awwww im so touched :) sniff sniff lets get emo. haha. well well well, i teeeenk i know pero secret ko lang kung aliiiiiin! beh. hahahahaha |
| claud, this is the hint eh... "that's my way of making you lambing.... " hahahahha :P |
 | haha! alam na alam ko exactly what number i am! wahaha! i love you twin! remember us shooing away those froshies sa comlab?? "get out!" and "god punsihed me today".:D |
| ayy shit! mali... guy friend pala yun.. hmmm. sooooo asaan ako dyan!!! hahaha |
 | awww you're so sweet! can i assume na i'm number 11?! love you to BEEEEEEEFYYYY! :D |
 | tishabay wrote on Aug 21, '07, edited on Aug 21, '07 heyyyyy cant wait to scarf together. my yogi bears will be reserved for youuuuuuu :)
i know which number i am. :) just waiting for ur confirmation, ayoko mapahiya. number 1 ata ako. of course. hahaha kidding :) |
 | the emo in you is out. haha youre doomed cos now im not the only one who knows. hahaha. id like to assume that i could fit into any number that has drama. im THE lover. your whatever.. forever. :D |
 | kilala ko ung 8!!! hahahahaha!!!! |
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 | sya lng ba nanakit syo?? haha!! klala ko din ung no. 12... aahhh plssss.... hehehe!!! at ung no. 7... may A LOT eh... hahahahahahahaha!!! tok 2 u soon... tc jan!!! |
 | hahaha num 9 --> see you on sunday! tapa ****!!! :) |
| gs2 mo sbhin ko syo d2??? hahahaha!!! wag na bka mlaman pa nung mga hndi may alam... hahaha!!! cge lets tok soon.. ayt?!! tc jan.... |
 | okay. ang heavy mehn! that was so emoooooowwww! whats going on in your mind lately. ehem ehem. especially your heart?! ayun un eh. haha. hope to see you soon! i miss you big time clauds. good luck nlng on whatever your going through right now. :) |
 | am i here? am i here? HAHAHAHA! |
| im so bored tonight... so im finally gonna make one of these. haha :) |
| oh my gosh this is gonna be soooo hard for me! so out of my comfort zone. eep |
 | hahahahahaha you make me laugh gaille! tell me how it goes.. it seems hard at first but when you get the hang of it kulang pa nga ang 21!!!!! hahahahahaha i miss you gaille! hope we can talk soon. you me and patring. love you =) |
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